Your Everyday Mistake

so what if i never took the time to write this?
then you wouldnt have know
but you should know
and i wish i could tell you
but it kills me wheever i think of it
i dont wanna risk it
and i feel like an idiot for saying that
but thats really how it would be
anyway that was gibberish


I often ask
"if you could take it back, would you?"
i have had "yes" as an answer to many times
I havnt asked you
because i think you might say yes aswell
but i think its time for me to grow some balls
and get off my lazy ass
i may be afraid of commitment
but thats just me

I cant stand the way i cant help
when i watch you slowly die
i wish i could protect you
but its hopeless
you wont have me

I write about to many people at once and never concentrate on the real problem.
get a grip
whoever it is
they dont want you
and you dont want them
in the end

I get it
I AM A CHICK
who happens to be super GAYYY!
why are girls so difficult
i think my writting is purple now
gayy
whatever


~my heart -paramore

-Lucy