so what if i never took the time to write this?
then you wouldnt have know
but you should know
and i wish i could tell you
but it kills me wheever i think of it
i dont wanna risk it
and i feel like an idiot for saying that
but thats really how it would be
anyway that was gibberish


I often ask
"if you could take it back, would you?"
i have had "yes" as an answer to many times
I havnt asked you
because i think you might say yes aswell
but i think its time for me to grow some balls
and get off my lazy ass
i may be afraid of commitment
but thats just me

I cant stand the way i cant help
when i watch you slowly die
i wish i could protect you
but its hopeless
you wont have me

I write about to many people at once and never concentrate on the real problem.
get a grip
whoever it is
they dont want you
and you dont want them
in the end

I get it
I AM A CHICK
who happens to be super GAYYY!
why are girls so difficult
i think my writting is purple now
gayy
whatever


~my heart -paramore

-Lucy

I know what you scream about...

YEA
well
I have nothing to do so i thought i would blog
Nothing is realy going on
just havvin som drinks.
i think ill go out tonight
cause some trouble and such


i guess this i all im really gonna write
i just got off the phone with sage
she says she wants to chill
we wont tell arielle
and nora is away =(
but the two of us will have tons of fun
if you know what i mean ;)
but suresureusre
anyway i forgot where i was going with this

CHOP CHOPED AND SKREWED
ye thats how i feel =(


-LUCY

I always knew that you'd come back to get me..

wow Blogger.
havnt seen you in a while, hows it goin =)
wow im talking to a website >.>
okay so i know i have not blogged in like TIME and a half, but well shit happens.
all the bloggers died
lmao
i miss those days
where everything was alright
everything was just a perfect dream
wait
wtf am i talking about
that was a dream
perfect life my ass
=p

So i now live in Scarborough
woooo
with my mom
wooo
lol
im not being sarcastic, i like it here.
kinda
its a bit far away from my friends
i miss them


OKAYsoNEWS

alright well im officially a BITCH!
but im pretty sure everyone already knew that shit
lol
but no
really
*takes pull of joint*
thats better
so i tottallyyyy ruined a bday yeasterday
i feel super bad
gahh im terrible



What Else
lets see
well
i
have
a
CRUSH
yeayeayea
i know
WHOO
WHOOO
WHOOOOOO
lol
well
NUNYOURBUSINESSS
lol im so mean
noo
i totally gush to my bffs all the time

THANKGODARIELLEWONTREADTHISSHIT
llolol
then she would be bitchin at me
WOOT a place i can complain about pepole


MMM complaining

first off

ARIELLE
OMFG GIRL just calm ur shit lol like really, i like ur personalllllity your great but this whole random obsession is crazy shit. anyway im done =p

thats it thats all im gonna write for now time lol
i dunnohh maybe this is wired

PS
I TOTTALY READ MY LAST BLOG AND WAS LIKE
OMG WTF WAS I ON!!!!
lmfaoo im so random

~Lost in you -three days grace


-Lucy