We are what makes us right.

I know i havnt written a blog in forever, but my computer was broken
...Much like my heart

Anyway let me get on my blog for today!!

I will start with my mom

Dear woman whom i call mother
I fucking hate you, i wish u would die
i dont want to see u again so stop asking. go to hell u bitchy hag. U are such a selfish person it makes me insane. Me and my sisters dont want to go to ur house, get that through ur thick head. U have ruined my life, its that bad, all those times u attemted suiside and i had to call 911 and all those times u freaked out and broke shit, i blamed myself, and im paying for all that now. I have never had any real friends because we moved around so much cuz ur poor, now that i stoped seeing u i have friends. So go die i hate u, ect




There now for the next person to yell at..

Dear Juliet
U lied. Thanks for that, i know u know and u didnt tell me. Its not even the issue that makes me upset, its the fact that u lied and tod me u would tell me if u knew, and u did know, but u didnt tel me. See if u hadnt said u would tell me if u knew than i would be okay with this, i understand that u have to keep secrets and such, bu no u LIED to me, and i dont like that. So whatever....


There i think thats all, for now at least. im not going to school today becuse i keep throwing up because im so stressed. I cant stop bleeding from the cuts i gave myself, the cuts i made to stop the stress. I guess sheading blood helps in a way....

Song

~Best of me -sum41

~Riley