I dont know ><

I think im going to go to ed early tonight
Im not up to much
I dont really have anything to say
I wish that you could understand me
I wish you knew the real me
I know now that cant happen
I dont realy know why im writing this ><
I guess this is goodbye

Song

~Eyes on fire -Blue Foundation

~Riley

Its not so bad =/

Well today is valentines day
I hate valentines day -_-
I want to sleep
But i guess its not to to bad,
i did get chocolate
AND i am going skiing with two of my good friends =)
So i will live
whatever whatever whatever
Im having a bad day tho
I have a terrible headache
From sitting to close to the flippin move screen watching friday the 13th
my neck hurts
But i love skiing
so its all good

=)

SONG

Dreaming of you -The coral

~Riley

Yeah i wish.

Sorry Autumn, not dead.
Death would be so much better than this.
I have not written nothing cuz someone who i dun want reading this, may be reading this
If you dont want to here this shit
THEN DONT READ MY BLOG!!


And the other people, WHO CANT KEEP A FUCKIN SECRET

...GO fuck off..

Thats all i have to say

SONG!!

~Gone forever -three days grace

~Riley

We are what makes us right.

I know i havnt written a blog in forever, but my computer was broken
...Much like my heart

Anyway let me get on my blog for today!!

I will start with my mom

Dear woman whom i call mother
I fucking hate you, i wish u would die
i dont want to see u again so stop asking. go to hell u bitchy hag. U are such a selfish person it makes me insane. Me and my sisters dont want to go to ur house, get that through ur thick head. U have ruined my life, its that bad, all those times u attemted suiside and i had to call 911 and all those times u freaked out and broke shit, i blamed myself, and im paying for all that now. I have never had any real friends because we moved around so much cuz ur poor, now that i stoped seeing u i have friends. So go die i hate u, ect




There now for the next person to yell at..

Dear Juliet
U lied. Thanks for that, i know u know and u didnt tell me. Its not even the issue that makes me upset, its the fact that u lied and tod me u would tell me if u knew, and u did know, but u didnt tel me. See if u hadnt said u would tell me if u knew than i would be okay with this, i understand that u have to keep secrets and such, bu no u LIED to me, and i dont like that. So whatever....


There i think thats all, for now at least. im not going to school today becuse i keep throwing up because im so stressed. I cant stop bleeding from the cuts i gave myself, the cuts i made to stop the stress. I guess sheading blood helps in a way....

Song

~Best of me -sum41

~Riley