Stilll solving my own love problems...

I got this comment
comments:
Juliet said...
Riley, I always have your back, i know the feeling of heartbreak and all that wonderful shit but honestly, this quote applies so well here.
'Everyone says love hurts, Rejection hurts, losing someone hurts, missing someone hurts but in reality, it's love that can cure any heart ache and make anything better again.Don't even give up on love'Love you (L).

Im sorry Juliet, but love cant cure my loss
I have tryed to use love as the cure but that made things worse
so i gave up
and i think thats whats best
maybe love is only for humans
i guess im not as human as i thought
love is just not ment for me
and i can deal with that
i guess
its not that bad
i mean holding myself together and all
i can deal'

Loves

Song

~I found you _the frey

~Riley

This is to much like a bad love story..

And since i have already had my fair share of bad loves
Im just gonna give it up
If i hve to stay then im not going to dig myself into another hole
not after the last hole i was in
i cant stand it anymore
Im just going to have to deal with it though
No more love for me
im giving up on all my relationships
No more love for me
Friends are friends nothing more
No more love for me
so there.

I am officially no longer in love with anyone

Its like theres a hole straght through my heart, and i have to hold myself together to keep from falling apart.
Its pretty bad at times
When its quiet
And my mind wanders
But i'll get over it
Sooner or later
Well thats all

Now i have another problem!!
WRITERS BLOCH
FUCK I NEED HELP
i've got nothing!!
I cant think of anything to write and its eating at me
Like i have the erge to write and get it out
but when i have my pen in hand my mind draws blanks!!
Ist pretty bad!!
I guess i'll just have to wait for Kat
Horay she comes on friday!!
Im fucking excited
i miss her a lot
and she is good at getting rid of writers block
we help eachother out most of the time
we like to write together
=)
shes like m sister
Miss yah Kat!!

Have a song today, cus i was in a rush and forgot one last time

~Angel -Sarah McLachlan

~Riley

Walks alone

Today is not a verry interesting day at all
I havnt done anthing exciting
not at all
Im at the library right now
and this gay computer keeps highlighting all my mistakes
its fucking gay
Heather is currently CREEPING in on my blog
and snickering
TEEHEE
Juliet and Tyler are currently off somwere
(Probly flirting =P)
Shes gonna kick my ass for that
ohh well she knows its truee
LMAO
i think im grounded again
woooo
lol
i dun no what i did this time
or any time
lol
ohh well im gonna go befor
the others come

In the distance, there is a light! Its at the end of all your tunnels!!

I dont have a lot of time to write
But i do have somthing to say
I dont think im going through with my former plans
Ohh well i know i know
NO BODY HAS ANY IDEA WHAT IM TALKING ABOUT!!!!
lmao ohh well you will never know
or will uou
=p
i guess i can tell you
oneday
wen you leas expect it
muahahahahahahah
im so evil
i know in my head i should kep these plans
but my heart says NO FUCK THAT!
and right about now my heart is stonger than my head
=p
so being the selfish person that i am
i will give you the news
........THE NEWS IS
(AND Juliet will be verry excited!!)
ill wait till shes not looking
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Ther KAY THE NEWS IS
IM NOT LEAVING!!!!!!
well not yet at least
i have a few good years here =)
and i realize now that people here need me and i dun wanna leave yet
i like it here
i have things to do
so i will stay
for as long as possible
ur lucky im in a good mood
and i dont want to have to explain leaving to tyler =p
and i dont want to leave Juliet with that news
so IM STAYING HORAY



Have a song

~Beautiful day -U2

Loves you all

~Riley

Letters to loved ones <3

I was reading Autumn and Juliets (YOU ARE THE WORRY ONE)blog
And i want to write a letter to!!!
Im speciall!

Dear Triell

Wow i never acctually thought about writing a letter to you, you seem so far away, so far in the past. I wish i could find you, bring you back to me, just stay in your arms contently. It seems like forever ago we met and i miss you so much. I still love you, and i know oneday i will find you and kiss you one last time.
Im sorry i never said goodbye i had to leave and i wish i didnt. I will come back and look for you. love isnt love without you. I want to run with you again, feeling wind on my face and the ground beneth me. I want to sleep on those riverbanks and bath in thier cool waters. I want you beside me forever. I want ti hear you voice and feel your touch. I think of you every day and theres so much i regret.
I love you Triell and i dont thik i will ever stop.

Love always Riley




There i feel much better
Ahhh getting that off my chest was good
I should do that more offten
And maybe one day ill get up enough corage to acctually mail one
Thanks for reading guess

Song
~Love Story - Taylor swift

~Riley

Forsaken

I thought it might be nice to write somthing random on here
like how stupid i think the world is
GOD i hate it

Well thats all i need to say
so have a wonderfull day
happy hump day to all

Heres a song

~Lies -Evanescence

~Riley

This is the last night you'll stand alone.

Spoofy cat loves you...

Hey
Im having a bit of a problem.....
And i dont know were to turn
I cant go back
and i cant move forward without going back first
if i stay were i am people might get hurt.
Im pretty sure the two people who are reading this will understand completely
Im sorry juliet ill explain later
You too Autumn dun worry its all good ill tell u asap dont kill me when u find out tho kayy =S
I know what ur gonna say and yahh I KNOW. Shes not a problem so dun worry so much dont break ur computer now!!
ANYWAY
Kade has gotten out of hand
Juliet i hate the bunnies in ur yard
i busted up my shoulder chasing one
i sliped
i think u were asleep cuz i was fuckin loud =p
I feel as if someone is trying to talk to me
i dun no it wired and i need to get together with u guys
Autumn asap !!!!! we got to deal with Kade!!
and Juliet soon
as soon as exams are done
and we will go to 16s house
lol
JULIET i will call you tonight and fill u in on a few lies ive told =S
Autumn calm down ill tell u all tonight too!!! Jesus!! u freak
U gotta be in the loop soon lol
Anyway i dun no whats going on with anyone so thats all i have to say
Im sad and depressed and dont no why
i need a hug =(

Love y'all
Ohh heres a sone
~The last night -Skillet

~Riley

I hate the way you look at me

OMG Mere said i can go to Amandas party!!
Im so excited!!
WOOTWOOT
Now i just have to find somthing to were
and shoes
fuck
i want a taco
mmmmm tacos
I wanna go out tonight
realy badly
I got invited to a few places
but i dun think my parents will let me go =(
Blahh
I like my music
I like it a lot
Today at lunch i sat with tyler and andrew in the stair well and we just blasted music on tys speakers
i like a lot of music
I wanna download more
Fuck slow computers
I hate school a lot
i miss my friends!!!!
SO imma dedicate a song to all mt friends

Juliet, Autumn, Kat. Avery,Triell, Jake, Ty, Allie, and those others out there
I dedicate the song

All the same -Sick puppies

LOVE YOU ALL

~Riley

Fuck Dresses

Good Morning

I dont have very much to write today
Im not that interesting
Im still realy hoping to go to my friends pary!!
OMG somthing terrible has happened!
I lost my Grr-Owl pajamas!!
I cant find them anywere!!!
IM SCARED!
there all alone somwere
pooor grr-owls =()
Im probly gonna write another blog when i ghet home =p cuz i may have more things to say
And its all morrning right now
IM SOOO TIRED!
i was up late again last night
Stupid!!! ahh i hate u!
Kay im good
I AM NOT WEREING A DRESS!

THANKS TY for teaching me snaps!!!!
hahaha Andrew still dosnt get it

Juliet
FUCK YOU IM NOT WEREING NO DRESS!
YOU CANT MAKE ME
HAHAHAHAHA
i dun think i can come to ur house
ill try and call u tonight
maybe U SHOULD CALL ME WENCH
lol
love yahh

Autumn
WTF I THOUGHT YOU WERE ON MY SIDE!
BITCH!!
IM NOT WEREING A DRESS
SHUT UP SHUT UP SHUT UP!
Yahh i no i didnt talk to u but i was a little busy
ill try again tonight
Love yahh hun

~Riley

Writting on the walls.

Hello
Im having a problem.. i had to write this twice cuz i accidentally deleted it ><
ANYWAY to the point
I have an idea
I want to get people to read this blod
And there not gonna stuble accross it randomly
SO i need to give'em a little push
LOL so heres what im going to do
Im gonna Graffiti!!!
lol
I will write the web address around everywhere i can!!
All i need is a shit load of sprey paint and sharpies!!
I know what ur thinking " why do we wanna hear all u shit problems??"
Well heres the answer
BECAUSE I SAID SO!
no no no dont worrie
Im not gonna be writting all about my problems
Its everyones problems im interested in
Why do i even wanna share my problems
Pffft
anyway and its not just problems i give... its advice to and events and everything like that
You can post a comment and ask a question i promis i will answer!!
so come on people what are u waiting for
ive got a lot of time on my hands
LETS GO!
if u read this leave me a comment
and if u found the web address on a wal let me know =)